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Hey, you guys. Dno if you'll be reading this but yeah, hopefully Nuraini will (if she ever talks to me again) and tell you guys that:

1. I'm really really sorry. For not keeping in touch, for not meeting you guys, for being a horrible friend. I didn't forget your numbers. In fact, I would list them out here if it wasn't for the fact that this is the Internet and some creep could just call you guys. Perhaps apologising won't change anything, but yeah, I want to try. I would call, but I'm scared. Scared that you guys will hang up on me or something.

2. I didn't forget you guys. I could never. Even though sometimes I feel judged and left out when I'm with you guys, you were once my best friends, and made me the person I am now. Not a very great person though, since I seem like I don't give a shit about you guys :< it probably won't make much of a difference now, but just so you guys know, y'all will always be a part of my life.

3. I DO miss you guys, and I DO want to meet up. I know it seems like I'm giving excuses, but sometimes I seriously don't have time. I know its not good enough a reason, since you guys can meet up even though you're all busy with your own stuff. I'm sorry. But I want you guys to know, its not an excuse. During the holidays though, I promise. I'll try.

I hope we'll still be, friends forever.

Say what you mean, and mean what you say.

"I hope that someday you find an amazing girl. The kind of girl who means everything to you and makes you want to spend every moment of your time with her. The kind of girl who keeps you up at night, just thinking about her beautiful smile, and when you finally fall asleep, she’s all you dream about. I hope she’s the first thing to cross your mind when you wake up in the morning. I hope she changes you in a way you could never understand, yet you know it’s for the better. I hope she’s the kind of girl you would die for. The kind of girl who could make you cry, even though you’d never admit it. The kind of girl who makes you want to go out and do something special, something that means everything to the both of you. The kind of girl you can have silly fights with, then kiss and make up, and hold her in your arms like you’re falling in love all over again. I hope you make memories with her you never forget. I hope she’s your world, and what you have with her is nothing less than perfection."

HEY YOU :> I think you know who you are. Hahaha. Anyway, this is just to say cheer up! This isn't the end. Theres still other chances. And I know your life isn't going that great right now, but I hope you find the brighter side of every situation. You know there is ;) so yep! Hope you'll continue to be your awesome cheerful shameless self :> ruff you from the bikini bottom of my heart! :>

HELLOOOOOOOOO :>

So today was damn awesome. Went out with my dearies! Phoebe, Mandy and Wanyong. Hahaha. So we met up at Habourfront mrt! They were late, tsk. Haha. Anywayyyy, then we walked around for awhile, deciding what to get for breakfast. So after breakfast we started on Phoebe's makeover! SHAWWPINGGGG. Hahaha! Kewlness ttm.

Eventually Phoebe found what she wanted, and we walked around somemore, making each other try on ridiculous stuff. HAHA. We were trying to get Mandy to wear this pretty blue satin dress but she refused till Phoebe agreed that if she did, she'd try on the red version. And they looked pretty good! WHUP! Hotness :> hahha. So yup. After that, we walked around a 'lil bit more, then went for lunch. Yummehhhhhhhh :> hmm then we went to Daiso! Damn funny. And we were like planning the ROD at the same time. Heh heh heh. I luv Daiso. Oh and I bought materials for a bookmark! *winkwink. HEHEHEH.

Theeeeen, we went to Pet Safari! OMG THE PUPPIES THERE ARE SUPAH DUPAH FLOOPAH CUTE KKZXZXZ. Seriously! I want to free those pups. They looked so SAD locked up. Tsk. Poor things :<

AH. Anyway, I ruff you guys! Thanks for an awesome day out! :> LAME FAMILY 4EVAR.

I'm sick of letting people in and ending up hurt/dissapointed/confused. Perhaps this is all a game to you. But its not to me.

Sometimes, I just don't know anymore.

WHOOOOOO EH EH EH EOYS ARE OVARRRRRRRRRZXZX. Like finally!

Hahaha. School was fun tday! Maths and D&T were rather okay. Haha. Chinese oral was.. weird. Stuttered alot. GAH. I have a feeling the teacher thinks I'm mentally retarded or something. Cruddddddd. :< on a lighter note, went out with Becka after that. To get ice cream! And we ended up eating other stuff too. I can grow fat with that girl. Tsk. Hahaha so anywayyyy then we decided to go to Bugis! Window-shopping. Yep. It was pretty fun. Ruff you Beckz! :>

Special message to Ruth:

HI DEAR! :> Cheer up okay! I think you know what I mean, haha. Don't be sad/pissed. Its probably a misunderstanding. Be happyyyyyy! Gayness is good. Hahah. Ruff you! :>

Another special msg! Haha, this one's to Mandy!

HURRO! :> hahaha. You also ah, cheer up hor! He's not worth it, seriously. You deserve waaaay better! Smile okay! :> the lame family will always be here for you <3

HI. Tday started out rather weird but things turned out okay :>

Lit was fine? I think. My handwriting was like WHOAAAA, but I did/don't really care :> ART WAS FUNNY. HAHAHA. I was like rushing and stuff, and the teacher (I forgot her name! :O) was like 5 seconds more 5 seconds more!!! Yep. So now my new nickname is 5 seconds girl. Heh heh heh. I like her. She's nice. Plus her hair's awesomeeeee. Better in pink though. Ah-bviously.

Dno how to study D&T. HELP.

CAN'T WAIT FOR TMR.

MERDEKA (!!!)

Horrible day. Unless you want your head bitten off, don't talk to me.

I love you forever, forever is over.